T Day 285: i met a woman today who transitioned, lives as a trans man for 3 years, and then de-transitioned to live as a woman. i want to ask so many questions! i dont expect that to be my experience at all but, again, so curious!

T Day 292: Ive been on T for <- days and all i got is this one stupid white chin hair 😤

T Day 293: holy shit! i’ve gained 20-25 lbs in body mass since starting T. i’ve never weighed this much due to anorexia but i’m totally not freaking out. it’s trans guy body mass, and i want that. now just gotta turn it into muscle because my fat ass likes cookies too much.

T Day 293: all these men’s hygiene products claim to make me smell like i’ve been rolling around all manly in the forest, but i come out either way smelling like soap. can someone ‘splain me, Lucy?

T Day 296: had my first straight razor shave today at Floyd’s! i felt like a real boy. granted, it was for aggressive peach fuzz and two white chin hairs, but it counts for me, damnit!

T Day 297: 32 weeks of t shots. seeing my gender doc on Thurs to get a Lupron shot and also discuss my progress.

T Day 297: my voice hasnt changed dramatically over 9 months, but i’ve definitely entered a phase where im squeaking like i’m going thru a 2nd puberty. it’s funny, but it also makes me a little nervous because i talk on the phone for a living and am known for my gentle voice. 🤷🏼‍♂️

T Day 301: I passed 300 days!

T Day 302: saw the gender doc today. good visit. tested my T levels. went from 244 to 304. not high enough so increasing my weekly dose to 80mg. Saturday is the day! if i can get my damn medicine from the pharmacy 😤

T Day 303: doc messaged me back quickly. my T levels are lower than she expected so she bumped me to 80mg. i usually do Saturday shots, but i just did my first shot of the new dose tonight because im so excited for a higher dose.

T Day 306: fack dude i have to buy all new button ups for work. i used to be an XS but T has gained me 20-25lbs body mass and now i’m officially a men’s small. i have like 30 friggin shirts! ugh.

T Day 314: no one else hears the change in my voice but me and it’s not the reason i feel depressed right now.

T Day 326: 36 weeks on T shots. that is all.

T Day 333: Kinda raged at some asshole young rich white kids in Beverly Hills earlier today. My first mistake, going to Beverly Hills. They challenged my masculinity and I had a white trash meltdown. Lesson learned.

T Day 345: is there something about having dude hormones that makes you feel sticky all the time?

T Day 347: almost one full year on T!

T day 353: Almost a year on T, expected more results but titrated up slowly. T-levels borderline manly, but hairier and smellier than before.

T Day 355: not T related. im back on playing this game of “how scary does my mental health have to be before i drive myself to the hospital?” didnt do anything stupid tonight so that’s a point for me.

T Day 366: i got hustled by some sex workers in downtown Vegas for all my cash cuz i was tired and hungry, lost and disoriented, and they had big titties. im an easy mark 🤦🏼‍♂️

i gotta find a way to download all the content of this account. cuz fuck fashy ass twitter and fuck Elon Musk anymore.