The whole #vshojo thing hits hard for other reasons too, at least for me. Struggling to find a job and applying to various companies means trusting those companies with yourself. Even with me taking up drawin now, I have to put trust into others which is extremely harder now.

For ironmouse🇵🇷😈💖 and Immune Deficiency Foundation With love, Valcrist

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Another month down and still no interviews.

Struggling is the word of the year for me. It’s rough but you gotta keep trying and hopefully one day, the good karma you built up in your life will hit big. Keep moving forward, my friends.

Since staying strong is part of the struggling word of the year for my life right now, I did finish this #Ironmouse design. Being inspired by her and the community in general from these past days. So here’s a “We can do it!” Mouse Strong sticker art I did! #ironmouseparty

Mouse strong! #ironmouseart #ironmouse

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As the clock turns to midnight, and I age yet another year but this time as a failure. Lying to my family that I still have my job when I actually I lost it. Hundreds of applications and 0 responses back. The only success I’ve had has been getting back to drawing again.

Happy birthday, me! I would never usually do this since I’m shy but with where my life is right now, I gotta start takin chances. Can a shy dude get a happy birthday from some of my fav Vtubers I’ve drawn so far? ironmouse🇵🇷😈💖 Zentreya⚡🐲⚔️ filian Henya📛 Nyatasha Nyanners 👻

I’ve been in a rut lately and haven’t been wanting to draw but I forced myself to open my iPad mini and start finishing up some designs I’ve had lying around. I got a zentreya and a caseoh design on my Etsy and Redbubble. I’ll post them here in a set once I can put a mark on it

Here the #CASEOH #caseohfanart design I just wrapped up. It’s a chibi version of him walking out that Waffle House looking stressed out lol. Going there can definitely do that to ya, trust me, I’ve been there.

And here’s the second one I finished tonight. Another #zentreart #zentreya Racing Bunny design. I may have gone too accurate with the boob size but it’s a super cute design.

I gotta like 10 different designs start but nothing close to finishing yet… ADHD sucks sometimes. But at least I’m ahead of the curve with how many I got started, I just gotta sit down and finish them.

I just finished this Poliwhirl sticker but I doubt it’ll be able to stay up on Redbubble or Etsy since Nintendo is a copyright grim reaper. But enjoy it while it like cause you should know your poliworth. #Pokemon #poliwhirl

This job hunting stuff is really depressing. Another round of nothing. Just feel like I’m throwing my resumes into a black hole of nothing. I do at least have 4 more drawing almost done finally after being too depressed to draw. BBNO$, Zentreya, Ryan Trahan and Bao incoming.

I need to start creating my own luck.