if i had a heart , it would beat for you .

you don’t need to remind me . i should put it all behind me , shouldn’t i ? but i see her in the back of my mind all the time .

ᅟ

sometimes a family is a ghost a depressed guy and a slut

. . . ( silence —- unhappy that she’s disappointed he isn’t bothering her more . ) you seem really bored , though .

like what ? ( she decides to humor him , lips pressed into an amused purse . ) i can’t imagine i’d enjoy anything you’d find fun .

( brows raise a hair , addie’s pointer finger playing haphazardly against her lips . ) i didn’t take you for the chess playing type . ( it’s safe to say — she wants to play bad )

( she raises from her seat with just a tad more enthusiasm than normal , trying not to be jealous of him — she fails . ) well . are you good ? not that it matters . i’ll still be wiping the floor with you .

ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ ᅠ、𝒔𝒎͟𝒐͟𝒐͟𝒕𝒉 ᅠ 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓 .

. . . sigh .

don’t get shot . human brains are hard to replace .

well , that certainly hasn’t stopped you before . ( she follows him , cat meeting her halfway to perch on her shoulder . she’s excited to see him lose but can’t help but feel like she’s cheating —— considering her history . )

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ║▌ STAR CHILD .

emma (2020)

when you get out of this life, when you can settle into satin soft sheets and leave all this behind, don't come back. men like us don't get out. forget me, if you have to, my name and my birthday and my favorite color. just leave. live. if not for yourself, then for me.

ᅟ feel the power of ... ——— 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗱𝘀 . ATLAS .⠀

⠀⠀ sits with her feet up on the dash of the firefly , placing a liqueur chocolate in her mouth every once in a while . ﹑ 𝗔𝗣𝗢𝗟𝗟𝗢 . enters and she offers him one . ⠀⠀

( leans against a bar table , pretending to be absolutely entrapped by the words of a drunken man — her hand slowly slipping into his pocket . )