trying very hard to. not believe supernatural stuff. never have.. dunno why I'd start Now. just because my brain says there's something following me? feels silly. feels silly

Writes poetry and ignores my huge anxiety. Self care <3

ok im only saying this bc my whole.. don't believe in supernatural so it might calm me down. hey the supernatural stuff what would count if you're afraid something is outside your window every night to snatch u up

twelve hours of sleep...all on the sofa. well rested. or am i

i keep wanting to. come online but wow have i been anxious, recently! hard to focus..

[Click.] The sound of tapping on glass. Tap. Tap. Tap. "Oh, god. Again?" a tired voice. Probably Av. The sound changes to knocking. Knock knock knock. Knock knock knock. Knock knock knock. A shaky exhale, and the sound of Av standing up and hurrying out. [Click.]

wonder how many times ill have to sleep on the sofa before whatevers outside my window stops

morning, everyone!

[Click.] Knocking on glass. It goes for almost a whole minute. Av groans, a bit of fear can be heard in it, though. There's the sound of her leaving the room again. And the knocking gets more forceful. [Click.]

oh, wow! haven't been on for.. over a week. huh! it's the overwhelming anxiety. pensive emoji

gosh. ok. bad at here, huh? hello again!

//recycling! I miss rory and am bringing her back. goodbye av... as usual, keeping the old posts and such!!, this is The Character Break

i lived bitch. anyway hi ! been a whilr since being around here!

evry day i go on a walk and Every day. there is something like Bugs or fire and all that stuff. honestly what's up with life to make it like that

//tw body horror talk kinda? you know when you notice someone staring and realize they have four extra arms and their clothes look like there are many more arms underneath and it's like. dude quit taunting me I Know I only have two arms