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Keep wishing I’m going to wake up and this all be a bad dream.

Not gonna lie, my bro being a sadistic abuser and being unable to take accountability AND being a huge trumper totally tracks. I’m sure him and his girl are sitting there, defending Trump and the files with statements like “it’s somewhere in between” or “it’s not that bad”

I was able to get both my mom and my fiance into therapy, an it’s been so great to get to see them learning new things about themselves and reflecting and growing. 💕

Downing handfuls of Haribo gummybears to feel something

She said at least 10 weeks of intense physical therapy to try and undo the damage. And it wouldn’t be a full fix. 10 weeks. And it still won’t ever be 100% again.

Can this year give me a break? Like just a week without chaos?? I am still baby birds mom

Me: *minding my own damn business and watching TikTok’s* Mike; what are you, gay? Me: um? It’s a TikTok on how to make yourself into a Bratz doll. Mike: ok. So, what are you? Gay? Yeah, you’re gay. Ladies and gentlemen, he’s not wrong. 🌈💅

These days I run on unbridled rage, coffee, and gummy bears. The duality of woman.

Also super crazy how our bodies hold pain and tension. Like my PT could literally just touch me and guess the kind of violence that occurred because of where my body held tension. So again, he can sit his fat ass there and deny it all day, but it happened. Everyone can see it

Stilly dying at how I convinced my bird to say “eww eww eww” whenever X came by him.

I went through a photo album the other night and put stickers over my abuser, and honestly it turned out really cute. I still can’t fathom ever hurting that little baby though. An absolute monster he is, and was.