and the feeling I found showed me how I could lose to love with out boundary and put it to use to remember the ghost who exists in the past but be freed from the longing for one moment to last

when I load a dishwasher it looks like an asteroid hit earth, chaos

thinking of fiona apple saying “i’m not shy, i just don’t speak if i don’t have anything to say”

not sober at versailles going to row a boat

gonna watch Cold War and poison myself

awake

Female nude, by Eliseu Visconti, c. 1894

Dummy is one of the best albums ever made. Pure genius

the house of the dragon finale cliffhanger felt worse than every single time I’ve had sex with someone and didn’t get to finish, combined. oh my fucking god

The great thing about a cigarette is it organizes a moment

I love scaring people with direct eye contact and good posture

interstellar and instant noodles a love story

watching apocalypse now to get my strength back

my clumsy ass couldn’t