( there’s a quiet laugh from mizuki, gaze shifting to look at his waist again. . . the touch was such a foreign feeling. his gaze raising ) wasn’t quite meaning to allude, however… i’m not opposed to anything… i do trust you with me and my safety.

( there’s a small shrug, gaze not shifting away this time ) perhaps i don’t know you well but you’ve treated me with more kindness than i’ve had in my whole lifetime already… mm, would you be gentle with me like i need?

why not? . . . are you scared to want me back? ( it wasn’t like mizuki was innocent right now, he knew what he was doing… even in his inexperience ) if you wouldn’t hurt me… why wouldn’t i trust you?

||: OCTANE 👹

||: if you used octane we could ship our phreak ocs together… i miss apex verse tho omg… i rped wattson too…

and… what do you want? ( a glance to the other’s lips for a moment but nothing more than that from him ) all you have to do is tell me to stop for now and i’ll back off until you decide you want me if you’re not ready, you know…

||: god i felt that omg…

and i don’t want you to stop. . . i don’t want this to stop… ( there’s a shaky exhale as his waist is tugged, obviously still nervous despite that confidence ) what is it that you want. . . ? tell me, please.

||: HELP??? LMAOOOO both of the accounts i made were previously ow ocs so…

||: i always thought i’d come back to them… never did tho

( there’s that fluttering feeling again. he finally felt wanted… desired by someone and it was overwhelming and dizzying ) then show me… don’t try to find words, just show me… ( tone was pleading, a desperate edge to it as he spoke )

||: i’m glad we all felt the same about this.

||: follow my oc at ᅠ ᅠᅠᅠ𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑲ᅠ.ᐟ ᅠ ᅠᅠᅠ please

. . . i think i miss hazard’s touch… it’s all i can focus on 😵‍💫

you do realize, @cyborghonour . . . you could just ask me to take my shirt off, right?

. . . but you're fine asking kiriko for my shirtless pics that she took last night? when it could be here. right in front you. where you could touch?

. . . it's not like i'm going to say no... and you get to touch me. i give you permission. if anything, i should be the one embarrassed...

( fingers instantly going to pull up on the hem of his shirt, slowly taking it off and exposing muscles slowly before slowly showing off those top surgery scars and his nipple piercings ) for you? gladly...

( breath hitching in throat, watching as hands move up his stomach. a shaky exhale as a shudder falls down his spine, eyes shutting now, teeth biting into bottom lip as the feeling of fingers against his scars were felt ) . . . everything you wanted? ( a soft teasing tone )

( gaze reopened, shifting to look at him. . . there was a smile... a genuine one and a nod ) whenever you want... i'm yours...