Week 2 of walking the streets to meet people and so far doing it online is easier. So what if it's below freezing and it's warmer inside?

Felt like trash so took candid selfies of myself eating energy balls. Weirdly feel better but god bless anyone whose seen me eating in public.

doing my morning writing to think and process thoughts. problem is it always ends up with me going deeper than I wanted and ugly crying in a coffee shop at 6am.

Merry Christmas to everyone celebrating alone and triggered by happy family posts. ❤️

These photos are from yesterday's wellness walk but why do they look like a sad Wes Anderson movie?

i sat and asked myself, ‘what are you passionate about?’ and it felt like trying to solve world peace by the horrible migraine I gave myself. when we become a mystery even to ourselves you have to wonder how self aware we really are.

what if there's two types of hope: delusional and fact-based? one exists only in your head and the other in the real world when your delusion creates proof in the real world.

But for your personal life:

Tbh new years is an excuse to wait to change.

Do I know how to take a compliment? No, but I did learn how to say thank you and only minimize it half the time. It’s called progress.

I just got my FIRST client online and I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack or poop my pants. Like I need an Advil or something to calm down but instead I'm posting it here bc it doesn't feel real.

I spent a YEAR trying to figure hot how to build an online business. Failed miserably. Spent four months off social bc I was losing my sh*t Then spent TWO MONTHS posting online as an outlet, and land my first client. Make this make sense because I'm missing it.

I got my first client bc his girlfriend reposted my work. He was looking for a photographer and hired me on the spot. When I FINALLY figured out how to send an invoice, he paid it in less than a MINUTE.

everyone is sharing motivational quotes and 'everything will be okay' pep talks. I need someone to confirm I'm melting down, have a sarcastic conversation on our issues, and then let me handle my business without feeling crazy because I'm not all positivity and rainbows.

the issue with creators saying the 'BEST’ for everything is now i don't trust you. you sound like a walking ad paid to be nice not honest. i mean other creators or ‘influencers’ are paid too, but at least it doesn’t FEEL like they're lying to me for a buck.

Just did my first round of cold calling to local architect firms and didn’t spontaneously combust and die. I’m scared sh*tless but excited and pumped like a little kid on candy.

started walking to feel less lonely and now im taking photos and bonding with strangers over the city.

it’s shocking when people say ‘nobody engaged so nobody cares'. i have saved bookmarks from 5+ years ago that I read and put into practice today. maybe you just need to exist long enough for your people to find you.