The duality of my emotions is too much for me today.

Over a week now.

Cool cool cool

I dont think other people exist when I'm at my favorite gas station dead ass would walk right into someone bc in my head it just me vibin at my gas station

So glad I get to be up. I don't think I'm ever going to get to actually rest and have a day off morning where I sleep in. Even if sleeping in isn't that late.

You should be here.

I feel like a 12 year old girl trapped in the car being told I'm too much all over again.

This gap keeps getting further I wonder how much longer we will be able to bridge it.

Watched my snap memories per usual and a video of my sweet Wes almost 2 yo and my big dog came up. Wes wrapped his arms around Whisks neck hugging him and he just turns and licks him and loves on him. Im a wreck. Sobbing before 6am. This life isn't fair. We needed him longer.

Me wondering why tf my brain is acting up *receives calendar notification of full moon*

Me learning how the fuck to use my Hotspot just so I can keep watching the Irwins😅

This about face sale while having no money is so unfair😭😭 it's k i l l i n g meeeee

Disconnected

What happened to Renee Nicole Good wasn’t the first time ICE has shot a citizen A Black man named Keith Porter was shot & killed by ICE on New Year’s Eve Marimar Martinez was shot five times by an ICE officer in Chicago who went on to brag about leaving seven holes in her body

I miss my dog. Im never going to stop missing my dog.

Don't cry in the schnucks *repeats over and over to myself*

Normalize smoking weed in public like a cigarette.

These situations make me feel so fucking small.

Deteriorating right before my eyes.

Out of place