I'm pretty sure I'm having all boys. Do I have the names picked out? Yes I do. (Middle name too) Leo Derrick Adolfo. Sebastian Alexander. Adrian Argenis. Watch, imma have 3 boys and I'm gonna lose my cotton pickin mind.

Me: So, what's the first thing you wanna do when you get a job in TX? Renny: .... Ring shopping, honestly. It's long overdue. Me:

The real reason I wanna know Spanish is so I can understand when a woman is hitting on Renny when she thinks all I speak is English. It happened last night and I had no clue. THE AUDACITY. 🙄😡

Soooooo people can just wear plain clothes and not provide ID like it ain't nothing? This is scary. This opens very dangerous doors. Wtf.

I'll always be that non judgemental friend? Oh, you had a one night stand and blurted out that you love him? Grab the tissues and the chipotle bitch because we are about to have a session.

Going to sleep for a couple hours. Carly left and I was so sad. I thought back to everything leading up to this moment and its bittersweet. We are leaving for TX today.

I have one last nerve left and Renny is tapdancing on it with steel toe boots on. BOY IF YOU DON'T GET OUT MY FACE.

Leo is getting more nightmares since we have been in TX. is it the new environment? Is he going through the same thing I am going through? His last nightmare before Texas was back in June. Now, he has them every night. I need to start him on a schedule.

Maaaaaan, this YouTube tea with Manny, Laura, Gabby, and Jeffree is honestly why I need Shane Dawson to hem this shit up. I subscribed to Jeff, and cancelled everyone else. After the docu series, he won me over. Oh, and laura needs acting classes.

Seeing how happy Leo was today was wonderful. His smiles are like currency. 😍

People who “don’t understand” same sex relationships make me laugh because fuck, I don’t understand Korean but I still know it’s a real fucking language

I miss my two men. My two koala bears. I'm so happy to be here with daddy, but I feel so weird when I'm not there to snuggle Leo while he's sleeping or Renny purposely making me mad just for his own entertainment. I miss the dysfunction. #mylittlefamily

Having anxiety is so embarrassing to me. I can't fully embrace it because I don't know my triggers, I can never fully tell if I'm even feeling anxiety or if im just being dramatic, and I can't tell the difference between the two. And then BOOM I just wanna be away from everyone.

I've been listening to The 1975 like a crazy person. Guess my anxiety is in a poppy mood.

I wasn't supposed to like Post Malone's album BUT I KNOW BETTER NOW, BETTER NOW.

Honestly, I would've said "That's what I thought" and would've continued asking my question. He's too much of a coward to repeat himself. Good thing I don't work for the press. Lol

Just came from the best job interview ever. If I get this job I swear I'll do more to pay it forward.

Is it too late to make @crlysnchz my woman crush ever day? DAYUM THAT WOMAN 😍😍😍😍 #thatsmybestfriend

When I start working again I swear the first thing I'm doing is buying the seasons of Degrassi Next Generation so I can relive my preteen-hood. It's been too long.

Older generations call it "the good ole days" but never address the emotional, physical, and sexual trauma that they and their parents went through. But you wanna sit here and make us young'ns feel bad because we want to talk about our feelings/mistreatments. Spare me the drama.