I'm not quite sure who I am entirely. I seem to act differently with different people. And I'm not quite sure which is the real me or if they all are me. It's confusing — Meandmymhmatters BA (Hons) #ThisIsWhatBPDFeelsLike

Today is my favorite holiday & I faught so hard with someone I love lastnight and I am so sad today. Why am I always so sad on my fav holiday. I just want to be so drunk later

I try to look extra pretty on the days I feel like shit. Today is one of those days

I feel so ugly today

Just want to lie under a blanket and do nothing.

@schnabbbbbbbs Who hurt you

I always have a battle w myself...maybe I'm not borderline..maybe they're wrong. And then something happens And then I realize yes I am, borderline. It doesn't define me but it's sure as shit a part of me.

I don't keep a journal, which I should...but I notice myself go through this odd cycle & every couple of weeks I flip the fuck out for a week straight & it's really hard to deal with. I wish more ppl would reply to me on here I feel like I'm talking to myself

I'm coming down but I'm still dissociating

I have these difficulties for a reason. I’m not doing it on purpose. Over the years, I didn’t have any other ways to cope & get my needs met. That’s why I need support, to guide me step-by-step, in learning new ways. #BPD

There are so many stigmatising posts, articles & videos which state that people with BPD are awful in relationships. These are *not* true. People with a diagnosis of #BPD *can* have happy relationships.

lylah I’m so glad you find my words helpful ! Wishing you all the best !

Recognizing on my own when I need to calm down is so powerful

I am xtra 90% of the time

I feel like I’m about to have an episode. Feel really scared & losing confidence in myself. Terrified I have made a big mistake & going to lose everything I care about. #BPD

when you see me in a bad mood that means to leave me the fuck alone. Nothing anyone says or does will make me feel better unless you LITERALLY solve my said problem. But nobody can't except me. So let me b so I can get the fuck over it. Stop making it worse

How the fuck do I fix things after an episode? Like godddddddd

You ever wake up the next day after a bad w/ an episode & it just feels hazey?? And kind of embarrassing?