Just gonna out it out there… This heat, being fat, hormones and period pains are really not a good mix!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #HeatWave #Summer #woman

Our final study day together with Emmanuel Theological College 💜💛 Emmanuel have become my family, the most incredible community . They have been my strength. And they have put up with me. No words will ever describe this journey with God. OBVS I kept it together all day 👀😭

My promise to the Lord 💜✝️

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Wow! 2 years ago, now there are only 2 learning sessions left at Emmanuel Theological College. I could never have imagined this journey going the way it has, I was dreading it, but finally I accept that “God doesn’t need me, but he does want me.” Acts 20:24 #ThankYouGod #Christian #Blessed

I’ve loved seeing everybody’s #NewRev photos and tweets this past couple of weekends. Praying for all who have recently been Ordained that they continue to feel God’s love and blessings around them. #godisgreat

2 years at Emmanuel Theological College, done. I can’t believe it’s over…whilst at the same time only just beginning. The Lord has changed my life during my time ar Emmanuel. I’m so grateful to God for calling me to this ministry. I’ll miss my Emmanuel family so much 💜💛

My Dad has gone to be with the Lord. He is at peace. I feel like my heart is broken into millions of pieces but each piece holds love and happy memories. Life has changed forever. I’m so grateful he was my Dad. May he rest peacefully now, loved forever 💙💙💙💙💙 #dad

Was really sad that he’d never write ‘dad’ again at the end of a card or letter to me and I’d never see it again. Now I can see it every single day 💜

#Grief is so weird. One minute I’m praying and thanking the #God that my #Dad was MY dad and for his wonderful long life. The next I am so angry that dad went so suddenly, that God took him when he had so much more he wanted to do. It’s so hard. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.

Game changer.

I’ve been to see my dad in the chapel of rest today. He looks so rested and peaceful but he is already gone - his soul is already with the Lord, and I am so relieved. Yet this pain of grief is unlike any other pain I’ve ever felt and I have no idea what to do with it 😢🤍🪽

I’ve done ‘normal’ stuff today for the first time in 4 weeks, I’ve been building back into routine. I feel so guilty, as though I’m moving forward without #dad, and like it’s okay that he’s not here…but it isn’t. Yet, I know he’d want me to carry on. #Grief is so weird 😭💔

I am overwhelmed with this beautiful ring, containing my Dad’s ashes. He is always with me in spirit and now I have a wonderful physical symbol of that. My dear dad & best friend is with the Lord. Living in me heart forever and always 🤍🕊️ #Dad #RestInPeace #Grief #ThankyouGod

Back to work tomorrow. I can’t say ‘back to normal’ because ‘normal’ means making my dad a brew before I leave…and I cant accept that this isn’t the norm anymore. I’m praying for strength from God. If you’re the praying type, I’d appreciate your help with this. #Prayers #Praying

I guess it really did happen then! I was Licensed as Lay Reader yesterday in the Diocese of Liverpool to Christ Church Padgate. So grateful to the Lord for this calling and to all those who have supported and encouraged me along the way. Love you 💙

Boss. 🏆