merry christmas/happy holidays. hope all of you had a great holiday. love you all. (i'm here if u need me) ✨🎄

quote this with ur favorite album of 2016

can't think of anything to say anymore. i'll let you guys know when i find my voice again.

hope you all had a safe and happy new year. i'm still hungover. i'll say some important things tomorrow. ⚰🍾✨

he's haunting me like a fever dream

how i spent my night: taking mental health screening quizzes, looking up crazy frog videos, and watching those stupid cooking videos

today i dyed my hair blue. because sometimes when ur 19 and ur self esteem is THIS LOW, u r willing to try anything

i feel so overwhelmed with all the information out there in the world and so sad that i'll never get to learn everything i want to.

tonight im absolutely restless. can't get my head to stay quiet. help??

i truly have nothing important to say anymore

i've been thinking too much. help me.

my dreams of you are better than any interaction we've ever had in reality so i think that's a sign that we shouldn't be together irl

i'm getting really sick of crying over you

it's 7:22 am on thursday. i relapsed last night. i have been fasting since 6pm on sunday. i'm sorry. i needed that off my chest.

i'm not doing well. thought i'd ask for advice or support. i love you all. if you need me i'm here for you too.

sorry for the scare. i'm doing much better now. wrote a lot, sang a lot....