68 years ago today, Laika the dog was launched into space by the Soviet Union to become the first animal to orbit the Earth. No plans were made for her return and she died a few hours later due to overheating and stress.

i think about laika all the time

do you think dogs have an understanding of the passage of time and the cyclical nature of seasons or does my dog just wake up every morning of her life and think “I wonder if today’s the day that lunatic drags a whole fir tree in here again”

brain keeps whispering evil things to me. to defeat this i will isolate myself and engage in negative behaviors until it resolves itself. this has never worked historically but surely it will work this time

I won’t shut up about this, pancreatic cancer kills a person in 4 months btw, it’s resistant to radiotherapy, and fucks two essential parts of the metabolism. this could change the world

happy year of the horse

trying to explain pancake day to americans rn

You’re on SSRI’s I’m on SNRI’s we are not the same

the most complex form of grief, imo, is that in which you mourn your own life and what could’ve been. chronic illness/disease plagues your body and changes the whole course of your future. it takes away the things you love. it leaves you feeling chewed up and spit out. so unfair

when the feel really bad disorder makes me feel really bad

I love people with ADHD because they never actually forget anything. You just have to say the right words to activate them like a sleeper cell and then they awaken with all of the knowledge on a very niche subject they studied for 3 months straight 6 years ago.

I love the thought that due to advances in science there are men shitting themselves, waiting on the knock at the door. May it happen to many, all of them that thought they’d got away with it.

the worst thing about being chronically suicidal is that you don't plan for the future because you are just planning to be dead. and then it's the future and you are not dead and you've just totally fucked up your life for no reason

sometimes I want to be skinnier but then I remember that body types are kind of like dog breeds and if im a corgi who wants to lose weight to look like an italian greyhound that won’t make me look like an italian greyhound it’ll just make me look like a sick ugly corgi so nvm

u worry about too much for someone who figures it out every time

i'm not joking my supervisor ASKED me to draw "the worm i always draw on my cells" because i didn't last week and all of them fucking died for NO REASON😭😭😭😭

executive dysfunction straight up just feels like this

whenever i feel bored or underwhelmed, i always come back to this sentence: