We weren't just friends, Ash. I needed to know. Ash.

I don't know what I'm meant to be doing anymore. Ash.

I was so focused and had such a clear mind before you left and now its so fucked up. Ash.

/No/! That's the fucking issue. Ash.

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Sleepy. Don't want to move.

I didn't have a choice! You fucking disappeared! [[Hisses at Ash., pushing myself up off the mattress, squaring up to him despite ~

~ the height difference.]] Ash.

[[My breath hitches slightly when my back hits the wall, my gaze narrowing at Ash. as I struggle against his grip.]] /Get off/.

Because /no one does/! [[I half scream at Ash., attempting to use my arms to shield my face.]]

I...I love you. [[I stutter out, dropping my eyes from Ash.'s face.]]

[[Hesitates slightly before letting my eyes flutter closed, returning Ash.'s kiss.]]

[[Let's out a quiet sigh, dropping my gaze from Ash.'s eyes.]] I...

N-nothing. [[Shakes my head at Ash., slowly pulling my arms away from him]]

There isnt. I promise. I'm just tired. Ash.

[[Pushes Ash. away gently, maneuvering myself away from him.]]

Fuck me.

No. Stay. [[I mumble, my voice merely a whisper as I drop my gaze from Ash..]]