Being an insomniac ain't fun y'all. I just logged in and there's a huge get verified button now. I don't wanna be verified. Nobody cares enough about what I say anyway.

I'm so jealous of y'all that can do conventions. I'd luv to go to one, but all my money goes on making sure I have a roof over the head of me and my gurl. I just have to live vicariously through all you're wonderful experiences.

Gurl you're so lucky!

I'm so freaking jealous of @rinoa2530 right now. Staying in the actual same hotel as Jensen and Danneel and just seeing them when she was out and about? Wow! Lucky lucky gurl.

Y'all know when a country is broken? When ya have to work 3 jobs just to survive. I hate it. I feel like I'm constantly dead.

I get like it's fair game if they post pics and stuff, but idk I find it freaking weird when people take pics of the actors from insta etc. in social settings and post it on here. Con stuff, fine. But just them in a social setting? That's really odd.

Like, idk, but if they haven't posted it here then maybe don't take it off another site and post it here? They obviously don't want it here? Idk maybe I'm just being a bit too sensitive.

Just seen a few old tweets that my friend sent and wow. Honestly, y'all have seen these tweets to and still maintain the person who attacked that gurl isn't a bully? Sumthing is not right. People stand up!

Don't be a woman in Texas, it freaking sucks.

With my work and everythin I don't think I have time to make friends in this fandom. But y'all have been nice people, truly. I did tell my friend I will do somethin for her before I leave though.

I mean I don't care if people like me or not in a fandom I'm already leavin. She's gonna send me some stuff and I will post it at some stage. But right now, gotta go to one of my multiple jobs so I can eat this month.

Is it true people were told to stop following/block @rinoa2530 in October? Cause like...wow y'all. That's super freaking shitty! And some of y'all apparently followed through. This stuff my friend is sending is cruel as hell.

I was speaking with my friend recently about everything that happened because she was around in October and I just wanted to get an idea of what was going on. She told me that she was part of the reason it all went down like that. She left the fandom because of it.

In short @rinoa2530 was never the one that sent the anon things it was my mate. I can't make you believe me y'all, and she is no longer here. But she said she was so angry at seeing that stuff about the con she just freaking lashed out.

When K got the abuse, she tried to reach out but was just blocked. She doesn't blame her for it. She understands the hurt she was in. But y'all have been attacking a freaking innocent person for nearly a year.

She also sed she was close to the person who did all this, and was told to block @rinoa2530. I asked her why all this happened and she said jealousy. The gurl got something another gurl wanted and that was it for her.

Now she's suicidal and my friend feels even worse. I wanted to say it now because I want her to know she was never a problem or at fault. I just hope she can get thrugh this because the fandom is a worse place without her.

Holy hell Kitchen Nightmares is rank. I dunno how these restaurants stay alive. The one I work in legit struggles due to cost of living and everythin and it's well run with decent food.

I'm burnt to hell coz of work, came back to message @rinoa2530 back bout sumthing and she's freaking gone. What the hell y'all? Did she say anything? I'm so freaking sad. I liked her.

I legit forgot what my password was for this account. Took me ages to remember. Got here in the end. I doubt I missed anythin though.