shaking like a drug addict bc im a fucking drug addict

imagine myself as a dog — as any dog i encounter. i too am a stray, abandoned on the street, eternally and senselessly waiting for someone to return.

that ‘ s right , you ‘ re a real good boy for knowing it . i ‘ ll even come with you .

now , how can i stay mad about the porsche when you ‘ re calling me ma ‘ am ?

i thought i ‘ d made it more obvious that most things you do and say still work on me , pretty boy .

it ‘ s my birthday tomorrow , so what ‘ s everyone getting me ?

stop looking at me like that, with pity in your glassy eyes. all i am to you is a tragedy, right .ᐣ stop it. stop fucking looking at me like that. do you hear me .ᐣ

#bell doe birthday

i ‘ ll give you one for nothing , dude .

——— ‍ ‍‍‍‍‧ ݁⌖ ‍ 𝗟𝗘𝗢𝗡 ‍‍‍‍ᔆ ‍‍‍‍ 𝗞𝗘𝗡𝗡𝗘𝗗𝗬. ᥫ᭡.

hit unc status today .

cannibalism is so romantic if you really think about it

what ? you want me to pull out the strap so you can suck on it for the cig or what ?

thatta boy . we ‘ ll sort it out .

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀what the fuck is that ? ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀i ⠀have ⠀𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 ⠀in ⠀me ⠀the ⠀likes ⠀of ⠀which ⠀you ⠀can ⠀scarcely ⠀imagineˏ ⠀and ⠀𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞 ⠀the ⠀likes ⠀of ⠀which ⠀you ⠀would ⠀not ⠀believe. ⠀if ⠀i ⠀cannot ⠀satisfy ⠀the ⠀oneˏ ⠀i ⠀will ⠀indulge ⠀the ⠀other.

she'd been born wrong. had been born with claws ﹠ fangs ﹠ had never been able to keep from using them, never been able to quell the part of her that roared at betrayal, that could hate and love more violently than anyone understood.