They were very nonchalant at the fact that I have just been dumped, and seemingly did not care at all that I was upset or saddened by this. Again, they simply said that because this is RP, I shouldn’t be upset and that it’s not a big deal.

This was completely out of nowhere. In no way did they tell me that they had problems with me. This just happened suddenly because they “connected with someone else better.” In my opinion, RP or not, this is no the way to treat someone.

Especially since me and Eden started to get to know one another outside of RP. We exchanged discords and even called the other night, and talked about maybe meeting up IRL. Despite all of this, they still have reacted in such a way, and simply do not care.

They also had very very unrealistic expectations on how I should be on more often and that I didn’t reply very quickly when I was on. Which, in general, is frankly a toxic expectation to have of someone. I’m also in college and in the midst of doing finals.

Again, this all happened because of their belief that since this is just RP, all of this is okay. I’m tweeting now to let anyone else know before they interact with @/submittome that this is how they act.

In the end, they’re simply a much different person then I had thought they were, and now I see that. Which happens, some people are just like that. This isn’t the end of the world, far from it. In fact they’ll be the one missing someone as smart, loving, and caring as I am.

I’m reacting this way because I refused to be treated like I don’t exist, or that I don’t matter. Because that simply isn’t true. I’m a very smart, sexy, and loving person, and I’m worth more than this. Much more than this. If they can’t realize that, it’s their loss.

But anyways, venting over. Now I need a Jenna or Jenna FC to come fuck my brains out to wash their taste outta my mouth.

| Does anyone have any name recommendations for my character? I’ve just been going by Kristy since that’s her name irl, but if anyone has some ideas I’m open to them!

BEMYTRAINER- I mean, uh, yeah, I’ll be there soon-

To be honest with you? I think I /need/ you to train me.

…a multitude of reasons. I just have a feeling you’d be exactly what I need in a trainer.

Perfect! Do you have any open time today? Or right now, preferably?

Built for sex.

|| Finals are coming up for me, so I’m gonna be fairly busy this week. Will try to be here when I can. Love you all. <3

|| Hey all, sorry for not being on this week. Got a crap ton of stuff to do for finals and it’s taking up all my time and energy. Will try to be around when I can.

|| College is taking up all of my energy and muse, apologizes y’all. Hope you’re all doing well.

|| Might actually log out for a few days to reduce my anxiety over replying and stuff, cause my brain is ✨weird✨. Love you all.