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@dearohdeers

ᯓ✦ 𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐭𝐰𝐭 • no dni's • sw ~ 68.8kg • lw ~ 48.4kg • cw ~ 60kg | bmi 20.4 | ૮꒰ ˶Ó ˕ Ò˶ ꒱ა

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calendar_today15-07-2024 22:25:44

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⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

havent taken my meds since wednesday…i dont want to rely on pills just to feel somewhat stable. its so draining aswell, having to take 4 diff kinds in the morning and 3 in the evening, just reminds me that i cant function by myself and will always be dependent.

⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

if i had just told him to go to hospital a few hours before he would’ve been alive its my fucking fault why couldn’t i have just died instead of him he was finally getting better

⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

thankya for the positive replies to my posts, will probably be abit inactive for a while but will try to respond to u guys :) it has been a terrible start to the year with being hospitalised and so on, i thought this year was going to be better. ilysm oomfies ill try to stay safe

⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

i love all of you guys please don’t forget me im sorry im having to leave you like this i just cant deal with this anymore, i cant go through grief yet again i can only stop this pain through death. 🩶

⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

hi oomfers. sorry if i scared anyone..attempt failed, got my stomach pumped and had an IV through the night, i wish it had worked though. im back on my meds and hopefully wilk feel better soon

⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

js gonna take the « x days purge free » since ive been doing it everyday. have been super inactice and i feel like i need to give you guys an explanation so it will come soon <333

⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

everything seems to be stressing me more and more everyday. i feel i get more easily anxious just by noises or places. my psychiatrist is just upping my meds but that just makes me feel in withdrawal when i dont take them. i can’t stop i hate it i hate it

⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

scar check after a while :P haven’t been able to cut myself and it’s killing me but im fjnally free and happy to start cutting again !! had to switch to head banging and bruising while locked up :,)

scar check after a while :P 
haven’t been able to cut myself and it’s killing me but im fjnally free and happy to start cutting again !!
had to switch to head banging and bruising while locked up :,)
⊹₊⟡⋆ 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 ⊹₊⟡⋆ (@dearohdeers) 's Twitter Profile Photo

all my progress got ruined in the hospital and i went from bmi 17 to 22 :-( i hated the treatment i was barely underweight and all they did was tube me and when i was done with that and would say no to food they’d just let me starve and get my hopes up and tube me again..