oomfs i apologise for not doing a sesh in a while…will do one soon as my arm is nearly healed and i am NOT going back to the hospital

SHOUTOUT TO THIS AMAZING ARTIST OOMFER I LUV YOUUU >.<

sorry for being inactive oomfers…been super burned out recently plus not very good at home atm…hopefully will get better!!!

this is the most suicidal ive felt in a while

guys how do you find a purpose

i dont even know how to feel at this point lordy lord

im actually so close to leaving this earth i do not see the point of growing up what do i gain from it

havent taken my meds since wednesday…i dont want to rely on pills just to feel somewhat stable. its so draining aswell, having to take 4 diff kinds in the morning and 3 in the evening, just reminds me that i cant function by myself and will always be dependent.

i miss my dad i miss my dog i miss my sister why does death target my family in the worst ways. they all died painfully, and it’s my fault.

if i had just told him to go to hospital a few hours before he would’ve been alive its my fucking fault why couldn’t i have just died instead of him he was finally getting better

thankya for the positive replies to my posts, will probably be abit inactive for a while but will try to respond to u guys :) it has been a terrible start to the year with being hospitalised and so on, i thought this year was going to be better. ilysm oomfies ill try to stay safe

i love all of you guys please don’t forget me im sorry im having to leave you like this i just cant deal with this anymore, i cant go through grief yet again i can only stop this pain through death. 🩶

hi oomfers. sorry if i scared anyone..attempt failed, got my stomach pumped and had an IV through the night, i wish it had worked though. im back on my meds and hopefully wilk feel better soon

SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE OOMFERS WAS IN MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR A FEW DAYS WHAT A LOVELY VACATION IF ANYONE WANTS ANY UPDATES DM ME OR REPLY ^^

well uh…this is awkward..hey oomfies ! trued to kms again but on xanax now so yipee!

js gonna take the « x days purge free » since ive been doing it everyday. have been super inactice and i feel like i need to give you guys an explanation so it will come soon <333

everything seems to be stressing me more and more everyday. i feel i get more easily anxious just by noises or places. my psychiatrist is just upping my meds but that just makes me feel in withdrawal when i dont take them. i can’t stop i hate it i hate it

hey oomfers…tried to kill myself 3 times and just got out of the mental hospital after being here for a month. any1 miss me :D

scar check after a while :P haven’t been able to cut myself and it’s killing me but im fjnally free and happy to start cutting again !! had to switch to head banging and bruising while locked up :,)

all my progress got ruined in the hospital and i went from bmi 17 to 22 :-( i hated the treatment i was barely underweight and all they did was tube me and when i was done with that and would say no to food they’d just let me starve and get my hopes up and tube me again..