Baby, its me, its Amy. Do you remember me?

Kris @darkspark018 I think Ben is sick. He thinks Im someone else.

baby, its me Amy, im not Bea. Bea forgotten about you, she's married now and have a child with her husband.

I will not, I love him too much. You stay away from him, he doesnt love you the way he loves me. Im his first love and I will be his last.

Kris @darkspark018 kamusta na si Ben?

Where did you find him?

What I dont understand is why when he talks to me, its like he's not talking to me.

And not to mention, he also lost time courting Bea, how many years was that?

What will happen now?

Can you please tell him, I still love him ha? I hope he will decide for me to go there so I can take care of him.

I dont want to know about her, I dont want to know how she is with him. It hurts to much for me to know that he doesnt need me in his life anymore. Its hurts to know that I've been replaced.

I know, but I wish the bitterness that I need to experience is not him being with someone else. I know its my fault he's with her now, but I would have never known I'd be in this situation, ten years ago. Only if I know then what I know now, I would change my past,

just to know I will be the only one with him now. Im so stupid knowing I could have done more in the past, so we will not be separated now.

You talk like Ben. I miss him being with me, he treated me like a princess, like he's queen. Everything I wanted, everything I needed, he provided for me. I think if looked for another Ben, I would never find one just like him. I am such a fool to have done what I've done.

Don't rush Kris, im already in my thirties!!

Hehehe, no, I did not understand that, its too deep, Kris, I know im smart but not as smart as you.

Its still a little deep but I think I know what you're getting at. But really no sense of talking about the past if I cannot change it. diba?

Kris, in you honest opinion, what do you think of me pursuing Ben, I really dont want to but should I let him be?

That hurts Kris, but I did ask for your honest opinion. I really dont think I can live life without him.

Okay Kris, tend to Ben's needs, we will talk again soon.