i hate living with fucking fatasses for a family. all these mfs talk about is food. SHUT UPPPP!

my problem is that my brain is constantly going "i should fast for two weeks" "no, i should just eat maintenance and build muscle" "no, i should do a liquid diet" "no, i should recover, i'm miserable" "no, i'm so fat, i desperately need to lose 10kg"

ugh i hate living in my house, all there is in the fridge is carbs and things w a trillion cals..

cals in butter and mayo are my worst enemy

Omg tmi, but I haven’t shat in like 5 days and I need to fart so bad but it just won’t come out and it’s actually pissing me off, I don’t have lax or anything and I don’t wanna eat rn for fiber. My stomach keeps making noises tho, Literally what do I do??

I’m convinced no one actually reads my tweets, so I’ll say something bitchy. I wish my parents didn’t care that I have an ed. Starving would be easier.

i feel so gross. I was supposed to start fasting today but my mom kept on asking me if I want food. Like every other hour and holy shit it was so annoying. She asked if I wanted food from out and I said no so she ended up making pasta. And kept swaying me to eat. I hate myself

comparing myself to thinspo>>> 💕💕

guys I can’t stop eating. It’s like a fucking plague.

guys how many cals are in this??

just binged on ice cream,,,*manic laughter*

gonna start posting wieiad to hold myself accountable bc it’s getting out of hand

"Identify your binge triggers" eating. Eating is my trigger. I start eating and I cannot stop. Now what.

how tf do i get xanax?