i miss 2015 hollie that was genuinely the last time i was chill n life was okayish, id do ANYTHING to go back

been logged out of my Disney plus n everything is Spanish n it won't let me log back in even tho i changed my password😭😭😭 who is stealing my Disney

called in sick to work yesterday bc stomach pains, n came into work today n my manager literally forced me to message a coworker n ask her to come in n cover me bc i was doubled over in pain at one point lol

stayed at work for an hour after i clocked out bc the cooks were experimenting by putting different types of alcohol in my weight gain drinks

playing disco elysium which is a text based game n it crashed n ive lost a couple hours worth of dialogue, i just sighed n opened animal crossing

my eating disorder doesn't exist when i have spaghetti bolognese, one day i might weigh myself before n after eating it so i can see how much i ate

iiiiiiii miss my old life so much n can never go back n it HURTS

ive been having a breakdown n crying for the last 2 hours but i have to be up in 6 hours for work n have a table of 30 people in straight away :-((((( i don't wanna exist anymoreeeee yet i have to act happy to 30 people!!!!!

what is it about being drunk on a night out n suddenly feeling rly depressed

currently drunk in spoons n NOT on coke everyone say well done hollie

i think my dad likes when i come stumbling home at 3am bc he's just happy im doing normal girl in her 20s things lol im drunk rn

it's to the point im embarrassed when i tell people my age, it was always funny but now im 26 n tired of not looking at least a slightly bit older

had a doctor appointment n he's the first doctor in a year n a half to agree that my knees are in the completely wrong place n im being referred to the hospital to see a physical therapist FINALLY SOMETHING BEING DONE

i hate December in hospitality, had a lady call up asking if she could book a table for 15 people n when i go to the date she wants, there's already a table of 27 in😭 so many big tables nearly everyday

i read the housemaid a couple years ago n it's actually such a good book so im mad that sydney sweeney is starring in the movie adaption :-/

ive been playing good coffee great coffee on my phone n sometimes i need to Google something n spend a full few minutes searching for my phone before realising im holding it bc i am so used to playing games on my switch

slept with my wet hair in a bun now my hair is sticking up >:-( gonna look stupid at work all day

does Spotify only say you've listened to a song if you listen to it's entirety n not skip even the last few seconds bc there is NO WAY some of my songs were played so little times but i do tend to skip the very end of songs