I wanna be next up forever Find a way to never hit my peak

I could start now, lookin' for a lover But if love dies, do I fuckin' bother?

You say I turned out fine I think I'm still turning out

It's too hard to tell if anything's real or not

They tell us to be different But no one told me I could go too far

Next to them, my shit don't feel so grand But I can't help myself from feeling bad I kinda feel like two things can be sad

Is this all that life's about? Trying to love how you turn out? I don't love it much at all

You forgot what you like And come hang out Don't you leave us behind

We'll get out of this, we'll get out of this too I'm not proud of this, but I'm not proud of the truth And if you run from me Then I'll use my trick on you The truth is that I'm screwed

I’m way too young to lie here forever I’m way too old to try so whatever

I can't be eighteen my whole life But I'm too fucking young to feel so fucking old

So if I break my face, it ain't my darkest day My face is just my face I'm okay

Yeah, but in a couple of years, I'll be so outta here I'll have a lotta new friends and I won't even care

I think I probably wasn't in love with you I think I probably loved the idea of you

You're trying to face your greatest fear You're shivering, you're trembling

I've been so good, I've been workin' my ass off I've been so good, still I'm lonely and stressed out I've been so good, I've been so good this year I've been so good but it's still getting harder, I've been so good where the hell is the karma?

We are human after all And we don't stay for long

Won't you help me sober up? Growing up, it made me numb And I just wanna feel something again

When you’re nobody, then nobody minds

Isn't this obvious, am I insane? Let's blame our parents 'cause they taught us their ways