maybe im a weirdo and chopped and a loser and unemployed and broke and fat and introverted and stupid and dumb and mentally ill and self-destructive and a chud and ignorant and reserved and inexpressive and talentless and freaky and perverted and ugly and lazy and unmature and fa

so embarrassing for no reason when someone doesnt remember a shared memory that feels very core to u like oh ok #humbled

I’m not the kind of girl you marry I’m the kind you bury and it was silly to believe it could’ve ended any other way

“remember when .. ” no i was abusing substances

guess i gotta accept the pain need a cigarette to make me feel better every good thing comes my way

Playing back every word I said during an earlier social interaction until I’m sick with self-hate

getting The Feeling. time to do Substances.

i don’t like who i am sober

It was revealed to me on a 3 hour walk

massive lore update : - im miserable - im in bed - im high

what strain of weed will make me feel like i deserve to be here

idont have abandonment issues im actually great at getting people to abandon me

My honest reaction after getting scripts for prozac and sertraline instead of klonopin and Valium

on molly just plucking the fuck out of my eyebrows

days blur together without you

Hanging out in someone’s bedroom and watching instagram reels together