my child self: do we grow up to become a hero? me (covered head to toe in blood): YOU NEED TO KILL YOU NEED TO KILL YOU NEED TO YOU NEED TO KILL YOU NEED TO KILL KILL YOU MUST KILL YOU NEED

yes i am extremely negative yes i hate myself yes its all my fault

no one tells you that the result of being suicidal since you were ten is having no sense of purpose or direction when you make it past an age you didnt think you would live till

parking sitting in your car for 15 minutes to contemplate killing yourself and then going inside

*sniffs* It smells like kill myself in here

I realised its not laziness or procrastination, when you reach a certain state of depression you get so detached from reality and you don't wish to participate in anything in life, you just want to sleep and wake up and actually not speak to anyone.

MESA INCARNON

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nobody warns you about the loneliness that comes with being higher elo than all your friends

one of the worst autistic experiences is finding out someone built a case against you in silence and never gave you one clear chance to understand or fix it.

Get the fuck out of my life psycho bitch

do NOT buy a cursed sword from the warlock merchant. This thing hath been moaning whenever I parry 😭😭😭

I'm smoking on Void Contaminated, Chrysalith grown pack. They watered this with the blood of 36 Jade light eximus. Shit's so green it should be asking me "Where's Banshee?" This shit will turn your transference off. Efervon levels of sour. Acolyte slaughtering, Executor Kuva.

anyone else constantly feel like a horrible person roleplaying as a good person and no Matter how desperstely they try, they'll never be good

No

tried to teach a kobold about economics. I told them how we trade things of value and they tilted their head, then their eyes welled with tears. I asked what was the matter and they said they didn't want to trade our friendship away, but it was the most valuable thing they had

accidentally parries your high five and watches in horror as my riposte begins

Please don’t leave me I scale really well late game

fuckin sorcerers scare the shit outta me man. no staff no orb no tome, not even a wand. I asked one if she got her arcane wisdom from a pact with a higher being or perhaps through song, she genuinely looked me in the eyes and said it was because her great grandad fucked a dragon