i wanna kill myself i wanna die i wanna end it i wanna cut myself i wanna get high i wanna get drunk i wanna bleed out i wanna cry i wanna slit my wrists i wanna slit my throat

i legit dont know what to doubt this will reach anyone but im so fucked up ive NEVER felt so bad i dont know what to do dunno what to tag IDK WHAT IM DOING RN EITHER #shtwt #drugtwt

i keep moving and it makes me feel like i have to throw up i hate that feeling its so uncomfortable—and scary..

m a lightweight i feel like such a disappointment

i got so fucked up its been 10 hours or so and im still feeling it

how to get rid of a hangover asap because I FEEL LIKE MY HEAD IS GONNA EXPLODE and im not fully sober yet ITS GONNA BE SO BAD #shtwt #drugtwt i need to reach, idk why (atleast i can type now YAYYY)

yapping on twt because i have no one else to talk to about this and i need to let it out #shtwt #drugtwt

lowk got me feeling like im gonna die or my organs are gonna fail i no longer fw dark liquors #shtwt #drugtwt

im gonna be really embarrassed about this in the morning

oh wait, it is morning

relapse from a couple weeks ago i miss it so much already 💔 #shtwt #shedtwt #988twt #slittwt #beanstwt

i shouldnt be on here again it only makes things worse, but i kinda want that..

miserable at home miserable at school miserable in my dreams where tf do I go

adderall <3 #drugtwt #drugstwt

photo from the other day (was taking shots of vodka) now im currently considering smoking cigs off the ground bc im desperate to feel SOMETHING and dont have access to anything else #drugtwt #drugstwt