i miss my own energy, i used to be so full of life.

when people think im isolating for attention but i genuinely haven't felt like i belonged anywhere since i was a kid

does my absence not haunt you the way yours haunts me

I’m literally begging God for this year to be good to me.

Suicidal thoughts aren’t always I want to die. They’re also.. I feel trapped. I need a way out. I am a burden. What’s the point in life? I need to escape my thoughts. Nothing will ever get better. I see no future. I can’t bare this pain anymore. Am worthless.

suppressed my emotions so much, i started losing my memory

People think depression means crying or being sad all the time, but sometimes it’s just feeling stuck, like the world’s moving and you’re not. You’re not really thinking or feeling, just existing. Not sad, just numb… and most people don’t get how hard that is.

Functional depression is a real thing. You work, joke, make people happy, and take care of your family, yet mentally, you’re drowning in your own thoughts.

I got my ways but I ain’t no bad person

my feelings be so hurt i wish i was the dog ass bitch i portray to be!!!!!!!!!

& it is what it is till it ain’t

forcing yourself not to talk to a person when you both talked everyday for months is one of the hardest things.

it really hurts so much when you can feel yourself becoming less and less important to the one person who means the most to you.

how it feels inside my head

i’m really trying to be better

No one talks about the guilt you carry when your trauma makes you unreliable. You know you’re hurting people. You just don’t know how to stop hurting. So you disappear. And that’s what breaks your heart the most

Jay Z is a rapist. R. Kelly is a rapist. P. Diddy is a rapist. Bill Gates is a rapist. Elon Musk is a rapist. Johnny Depp is a rapist. Donald Trump is a rapist. George W. Bush is a rapist. Marilyn Manson is a rapist. Cristiano Ronaldo is a rapist. Leonardo DiCaprio is a rapist.