nothing hurts more than seeing myself again in the same situation after getting better for a while

give up. don’t keep going. it’s over and never getting better. kill yourself.

If hurting me doesn’t hurt you, don’t ever tell me you love me.

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i want you to stab me with your knife is it too much to ask for you to end my life?

he doesn't know i love him more than life itself

my sweetest poison.

When someone’s actually so emotional unintelligent that you just shut the fuck up because they don’t understand

I just want the rest of my days to be with you.

just looking at you hurts. i'm gonna order up some extra pain meds. i love you.

“Do you love me?” “Darling, I write poems about you”

What's the most painful thing?" "Missing someone. "Not being able to tell them how much you miss them"

creature rui today 🩷

you better kill me soon, because it's the only way you'll be able to keep me away.

i probably needed someone to ask if i was okay but instead i kept telling myself to stay strong. i distanced myself, pushed people away, and pretended i could handle everything alone even when i was breaking inside

I see you in my dreams Cause that's the only place You can be mine

my problem is that i don't speak up about how i feel i just stay quiet and distance myself

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