I miss being in love lmao

it feels like I don't belong anywhere

at least one person in every band tonight was wearing a flannel I love the midwest

been really into barking lately

huh. things are pretty fucked aren't they

does anyone wanna hang out tonight lmao

i've decided that i will never love again, i am emotionally unavailable to everyone except like 4 people lmao

that's my dad

once again i'm the fuckin fool i love this

sorry i'm acting crazy im feeling unwanted

THE BEST REVENGE IS LIVING WELL, IVE BEEN LIVING LIKE SHIT ITS BEEN FUCKING UP MY SLEEP

explain to me why I can't catch a fuckin break

it's lilac season baybeeee I can finally feel alive

it's funny how you come around when you're all out of options

free drag name: Alondra Spectrum

don't let yourself down the rabbit hole of what could have been it's never good and it actually doesn't matter because it's not real!

reminding myself that I am good in my own company and I don't need outside company or validation to be happy (but golly ain't it nice!)

why is my brain like "omg maybe if I update my phone they'll text me back" like babe that has nothing to do with it

hmm I am engulfed and bound in a deafening darkness from which there is no escape and gets more dense and suffocating day by day but yeah i'm doing alright

i hate my stupid fuckin dumbass fuckin beautiful and complicated and painful fucking life