I dont feel the same.

it’s just not in me to be like that.

It’s the same old story so why am i even surprised????

I’m writing this so that when i read it years from now I remember how i felt. I’m fucked up.

Should I let go?

ولعل هذا الضيق.. لتعلم أنك ليس لك إلا الله تلجأ إليه وتستعين به وتقف على بابه.. قول يا رب

we pretend that we don't want for fear of what happens when we admit that we do

You haven’t been feeling yourself lately, all your thoughts don’t make sense and it feels like you’re trapped in a nightmare that keeps repeating over and over again.

Life can throw some shit at you

I really cant remember the last time i felt safe

I need a huge distraction

i am disappointed in myself for letting things get to me and make me feel this way

I’m so damn proud of myself

Haven’t felt special in a long time

I’ve been waiting for so long, i think i lost hope.

I wanna cry

When you’re not on good terms with your mind

Gentle reminder: what's meant for you would never drain your energy.

Privacy is a superpower, you don't need to broadcast everything that goes on with you - people cant fuck with what they don’t know.