Sometimes it feels like she doesn't have a voice at all because of her fear of interacting with others. She's always worried that she'll make a fool of herself or say something that shouldn't have been said, so to make things easier for everybody she just keeps to herself.

Writing is her way with coping with things it's easier to write down how you're feeling than to admit it aloud to someone.

"Who needs friends when you have over a dozen movies to watch...alone...damn it, I'm lonely."

The only thing she's ever been good at is isolating herself from others, especially after her parents deaths, she's just been too afraid to let anyone else in.

"I'm socially awkward, a total klutz, and laugh when I get nervous so yeah.. I'm nothing special."

She's starting to regret watching horror movies now because it is now dark outside and she is home alone which means she's going to be very jumpy if she hears the slightest noise.

She is wondering if Jackson Stark still wants to get coffee with her? Only one way to find out which is by texting him so she takes out her phone and sends him a message letting him know who she was and if he still wanted to get coffee with her.

She's bored.

The ravenette took a peek through her blinds that covered the window then sighs. Rain. It's been raining for about three days now. This weather wasn't really helping her mood any.

Some days are better than others and the other days. . . Well, those are the days where she just wants to close herself off from the world.

"Have you ever felt alone in a room full of people?" It'd be nice to know if anyone else has experienced this painful feeling because it would make her feel less alone in a way.