i want to scream and bang my head against the wall over and over and over until im nothing

whewwww i needed to rant. bc im fucking steaming bro fuming bro i feel like im gonna fucking explode

i fucking hate my life holy shit

i don’t want a fucking apology i want my fucking time back. i want to have never trusted and believed you and wasted my fucking loyalty on someone who didn’t deserve it

smoking a blunt watching comedy shows on reels i’m better now lmaoo just needed to heavily rant for a bit 😂

had a bit of a meltdown on here yesterday LMAOO i just had a full day of being surrounded by happy couples and shit and hearing one too many “my wife”s and lost it 😂

it’s really insane how once you learned you have no more power over me i never heard from you again lol it was never about loving me it was about controlling me. once that was gone there was nothing left

i’ve had a gun to my head every day to force myself not to text you lmfaooo

before it was easier bc i’d realize oh i wasn’t in love with that person i was in love with the idea of them no the more time goes on im like no i actually loved that mf like im never getting over that im cooked 😂

“how can you keep playing in my motherfucking face like it doesn’t phase me i guess you hate me you fucking hate me you fucking….hate me…”

why does everyone see me except you?

i just want to cuddle and kiss so fucking bad lol