How it feels being a boy on edtwt

found this plate at hmart #recoverytwt

some things i ate today in recovery after getting my period back :3 ive been thinking about just going all in. maybe its time to stop holding back

got ice cream and this is a small😧😧image a large..

ive already had over 2k cals today and my mom just asked if i want a cheesecake from cheesecake factory

at a hotel breakfast stressing over what to eat and this guy my age just made two huge waffles with syrup, chocolate and a mountain of whipped cream like😭

klepto haul😸

how tf can a salad be over 1k cals

wieiad trying to recover :3 info in alt <3

wieiad trying to recover :3 info in alt <3

sorry ive been a bit inactive💔 im kinda struggling with wanting to relapse so im trying to limit how much im on here

wieiad im at the airport rn and my flight is in like an hour😿 i hate planes so bad

wieiad the urge to relapse has been stronger lately so idk if i wanna keep doing recovery wieiads anymore and just do regular ones :( im still trying though info in alt <3

i told my mom to do groceries because theres absolutely nothing to eat at home and this mf came back with rice cakes, grapes, tofu, pita bread, and one singular bell pepper😻 ive literally been starving all day waiting for her to get here wtf

wieiad im so fucking depressed. i cant believe i was thinking about going all in on recovery like a week ago and now im right back with my bullshit info in alt

nvm guys i decided to keep going with recovery. im just having a hard time but its not worth relapsing😸 recovery wieiads restarting tomorrow #livelaughlove

i miss when i would eat these as a kid without even thinking about calories or macros

wieiad in recovery :3 ive been so fucking nauseous all day😿 i literally feel like throwing up while eating and idk why and i get bloated even from drinking water💔 info in alt <3