nobody talks about how weird it is being ~kinda~ suicidal. it’s not like you plan on doing it but everything just feels heavy and exhausting and you wouldn’t mind if something happened but on the other hand you can’t go because you have pets and loved ones. do i make sense.

This girl said: The annoying part about being depressed is wanting to talk to someone about being depressed but your depression is also telling you that no one cares and stop bothering people with your problems. & i couldn’t agree more

HAVE?? YOU?? EVER?? STOPPED?? TEXTING?? SOMEONE?? COZ?? IT?? FELT?? LIKE?? YOU?? WERE?? FORCING?? THEM??? TO??? TALK???

i still want one of these. now i’m irritated

Ava ☆ Of course I would accept it; I’m ugly, not stupid.

yo a los 12: che porque no me mato yo a los 13: che porque no me mato yo a los 14: che porque no me mato yo a los 15: che porque no me mato yo a los 16: che porque no me mato yo a los 17: che porque no me mato yo a los 18: che porque no me mato

I am not suicidal. But, honestly I don't really mind if I die.

im not listening to any of you “hantavirus can’t become a global pandemic” people cuz i was online in the early days of covid iM NOT LISTENING TO YALL YOU BETTER MASK UP

i realized that no one, not even my mother or closest friends knows what i’m actually like in the inside of my head, and the only person who actually knows who i am is me

you don't realize how much being left out has effected you until you realize you're scared to participate in anything without someone inviting you to join in