I was gonna post a bc at my new lw but I still feel so huge give me 1 more week lol

every time my school counsellor makes me feel like a failure I just cry and leave and become more of a failure. and now I’m just outside here doing nothing with a bruised head

reading journaling from exactly 2 years ago and I really have not changed a bit . :p at least it’s me that’s the problem since things have changed. not uh my pattern behaviours.fuckitsme

I dented the wall with my head

hey no plz someone needs to kill me hefore I waste anyone else’s time please

I want comfort so bad godplz I just wanna talk I want to see my gf I want anymore

there’s so much inside me there’s memories that only I will admit nobody else that was there it’s painful it’s so painful there’s a pit of memories at the back of my brain and it’s dark and I saw smth and I can’t say anything still

I’m gonna make soup

I really cannot keep up with my own social life at all I’m a bad friend

warm weather oh yes my emo is defrosting