I am the saddest excuse of a human.

I am so tired of not sleeping 😭

4 months clean and I fucking relapsed last night. fucking hate myself.

my therapist told me I'm unhinged. love that for me ✨️

in case you didn't know, bpd fucking sucks.

I hate being such a burden.

netflix series recommendations pretty please

I just can't die.

cutting isn't cutting it anymore. 🙄

life advice, don't develop feelings for someone you know you can't have.

I'm a fucking clown for believing I meant something to you.

so fucking sick of being sad.

why am I always wrong

I don't want to be sober anymore.

living in my car is depressing man. I need a warmer state than colorado 🥴

fucking homeless and my car just shit the bed. why am I here

I don't have it in me to fight anymore.

gofund.me/bfdbb60c thankful for my colorado family, just throwing this into the universe. pls share if you feel inclined 🖤

I can't fucking stand being in my own skin anymore.