⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I yearn for you . and I always will . even if you’re gone

/ Lu , why are you so pretty 🤏🏻

⠀ ⠀ digits twich where they cradle his skull . a brow lifts , briefly agitated . … but still——he glanced upward , calmly . a shrug ⁽ dismissive ⁾ . ⠀ ⠀

⠀ ⠀ silver chords tighten as he holds a breath . the strings searing red indents into the column of his throat ; unavoidable , it happens on stressful mornings—— painful , enough to give a searing headache . he nods . ⠀ ⠀

/ can’t wait for Lu to find his special someone <3

⠀ the dry itch in his throat lurched at the thought of being quenched—— … another faint nod , this time followed by an apologetic glance . ⠀ ⠀

/ luthier is more timid around men then women . he knows it’s from a past (abusive) relationship , however those memories are long gone . so give him some trust && time 💕

⠀ ⠀ currently holding two ⁽ very ⁾ old bottles of wine . each dating January , 1810 . oh my . perhaps he’s older than he remembers . ⠀ ⠀

/ ⠀ ⠀thinking of lu’s slutty little waist 🥀 someone put me down shshshs

/ work has been consuming my life , but I’ll try to be back soon < 3

⠀ ⠀ his back is hurting again . ⁽ 💧 ⁾ ⠀ ⠀

/ I apologize for being absent ! work & other things have been getting in my way . 💕i appreciate everyone’s patience .