when you bend yourself so much, you can’t even make out what you once were before. i have to stop doing that and think about myself for once.

i think... i’m not meant for here? is that weird to say? i want to be serious with someone but i thinks that’s heavy for most people to digest. when i love, i love hard and passionately, which can be overwhelming.

and it’s not anyone’s fault! everyone does their own thing and i respect that.

so maybe i should leave too since my ideology is different for a lot. it’s not anyone’s fault but-

i have to think of myself too.

do what i have to do..

i think i just made the same noise that that one video of the woman who gets scared at the fake rat in the store. it was like, “HUZZK” or something.

any woman out there looking for a guy to peg? meet @metablurbs .

if any male or female wants to let @metablurbs suck their fingers while he rides a pillow to try and get himself to cum, please contact him.

i’m getting ready for the show, i’m sorry for my late replies.

i have to go but remember what you said, @imaqinc? i should rest, but you should too. i’ll come back for you, ok?

the final.

my heart.

yup. that should do it.

falling asleep because i’m so at peace. i’ll be back soon but i just wanted to say that i’m so in like with you. i’ll dream of you. good night.

// been in the hospital for reasons i’m not going to share, but i am out and doing way better. i’m sorry for disappearing without word.

it’s been a while, hasnt it?

feeling very... peculiar today.

supposed to be having a sentimental moment but i can’t help feeling this way. it’s... frustrating.

// I’m still trying to get back into rhythm so i’m going to take a nap. be back soon!