⠀⠀ there's an empty place in my bones that calls out for something unknown. ⠀⠀

les deux terribles me suivent absolument partout. je pense qu’ils adoreraient finir sur notre lit.

“don't let me go.” — in art

eva est une fan indconditionnelle de esther, je pense que son but principal dans la vie est de lui ressembler.

l’impression que le monde s’effondre.

La chute (Albert Camus, 1956).

but guilt is guilt. it doesn't go away. it can't be nullified. it can't even be fully understood,

« Mais il ne faut pas oublier ce que l’on perd. » Cours de poétique (tome 2) - (1940-1945, Paul Valéry)

rien ne bouge. j’ai l’impression d’être bloqué dans une spirale sans fin.

mom, my brother is dying and i exist. i exist.

black cat by dillon samuelson

there is a certain clinical satisfaction in seeing how bad things can get.

how dare you love me when you should despise me? you should be scared of me

if i ain't with you, i don't wanna be. spotify.link/wNy2caROiyb

⠀was i raised without love 𖤠 or was i born unlovable 𖤠

they wanted each other in the way of flesh wanting to knit itself together over a wound.