Neither the brave nor bold Nor brightest of stories told We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'

And I'm sweating And breathing And staring and thinking And sinking deeper And it's almost like I'm swimming

But I'm still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And I'm still right here

Pull your head on out your hippie haze and give a listen Shouldn't have to say it all again The universe is hostile, so impersonal Devour to survive, so it is, so it's always been

Overthinking, overanalyzing, separates the body from the mind

Our guilt, our blame, I've been far too sympathetic

It's a bullshit three ring circus sideshow Of freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call L.A. The only way to fix it is to flush it all away

My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon You look so precious, you look so precious

Pure intention juxtaposed Will set two lovers' souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes Testing our communication

"Uh, they've infiltrated a, a lot of aspects of, of, of the military establishment Particularly the Area 51 Uh, the disasters that are coming, they, the military I'm sorry, the government knows about them"

Calm as cookies and cream, so it seems We're not buying your dubious state of serenity Acting all surprised when you're caught in the lie We know better It's not unlike you

I'm slipping back into the gap again I'm alive when you're touching me Alive when you're shoving me down, yeah

When just then a flaming stealth banana split the sky Like one would hope but never really expect to see in a place like this Cutting right angle donuts on a dime And stopping right at my Birkenstocks And me yelping, "holy fucking shit"

"We're gonna need your help though We need your help and your permission So we need you to find a comfortable space That's not only comfortable, but vulnerable And to just shut your eyes and go there And we'll meet you on the other side…"

If you want to get your soul to Heaven Trust in me now, don't you judge or question

Trembling at the thought of feeling

Knock you down It won't be long now All the way in

What was it like to see The face of your own stability Suddenly look away Leaving you with the dead and hopeless?

You'd better You'd better You'd better You'd better listen

Cry aloud Bold and proud Of where I've been But here I am Where I end