Went out for the first time in forever this weekend and had not one but TWO cases of gay panic at two different bars... One of the girls even thought I was rejecting her question but how tf do I explain "no sorry I was just stunned into awkward silence while staring at ur face"

The real adhd test is watching your entire 2024 spotify wrapped without trying to skip or breaking eye contact with the screen

My friend knelt before me to stretch and I immediately realized I've been reading too much smut recently since that apparently did something for me

Have not watched Tarzan since I was a kid.. Me, a now 30 yo obsessed with romantasy books: ... oh..... OH...

So I have not been on here for forever but heard a birdy sing about my Heated Rivalry edits going around here as well 👀 #heatedrivalryedit

At least someone else is posting my stuff here when I haven’t 😂

First edit ✨ sad boy Ilya ✨ I am chronically unwell Song: Skurk by Rayne Waters

Second edit ✨ algorithm, do your thing and get this out to all the hollanov freaks and the cottage loons. The two brain cells I have left are Shane and Ilya and insist on making Heated Rivalry edits to fill the empty void the cottage left Song: The Summoning by Sleep Token

Third edit ✨ hey heyyyy (I love you) all the affirmations and emotional checkups in this show makes me emotional Song: Are You Really Okay? by Sleep Token

Fourth edit ✨ Tiny whispers and soft touches. Tuning it down from Heated Rivalry to Warmed Competition or whatever (and also this song makes me emotional so it fit perfectly) Song: It's You by Peter Peter (from the original Heated Rivalry Soundtrack)

Fifth edit ✨ I like my edits unreasonably dramatic as you can see ✨ Song: We Found Love by Ali Christenhusz, 2WEI, Tiffany Aris

Sixth edit ✨ A slow heartbreak directly from me to you ✨ Hardest (and longest) edit so far - emotionally ✨ (Bricks have been kissed, sealed, and sent at your face 💋🧱) Song: What Could Have Been by Sting and Ray Chen

Seventh edit ✨ Spice up your life with a sexy Russian man 🔥 (I’ll never get over how overly dramatic the beginning of this song is) Song: Throw Me to the Wolves - Future Royalty

Eighth edit ✨ sobbing ✨ Song: ur so pretty - Wasia Project

Nineth edit ✨ This is kind of a lie since this is an edit-edit. I heard this version of Papaoutai and immediately smacked it on my sixth edit and my god did it work - tweaked a bit of course. Song: Papaoutai (Afro Soul) - mikeeysmind, Chill77, Unjaps

Tenth edit ✨ for FD✨ 🫶🏼 Episode 4 changed my brain chemistry (in a bad way) and this edit did not help ✨ Song: Let Alone The One You Love - Olivia Dean

Thirteenth edit ✨ Am I hard to love? This turned into more of a lyrics video than originally planned but I still have a lot of emotions about this song and this man. 🧱 Contains bricks 🧱 Song: Marble Arch - Erin LeCount

Fourteenth edit ✨ The keyword here is ‘distance’ ✨ A short edit this time ✨ This is the first one I've made where they don't even touch once which I feel very normal about... Song: Hello by Adele

Fifteenth edit ✨ I was made for loving you The people said there was too much hockey in the trailer edit I made. Mama Yuna said "f*ck him". Shane and I both listened. See you next season, jacob.tierney Song: I Was Made For Lovin' You - YUNGBLUD