both physically and emotionally. I Will come through, for the people that believe in me. All that's left to do is to count down the seconds

It's been a stressful couple of days. My head hurt for abit afterwards, but I know where we stand now. Ok, so be it. We'll do it this way

The day is here. I didn't want it like this, but I didn't force this to happen, unlike what someone else is claiming. I got to go through..

a gauntlet match to even get a crack at Cassandra and her title. It's daunting, but I'm gonna go through it, I have to. Getting to her will

be worth it. You pushed this fight Cassandra. Let's see how you deal with it

I'm not gonna lie and say it's not hard to let the fans and myself down again. It really is, it sucks. But I'm not gonna stop till I right

what's been going down. It's been rough but I'm gonna get through, believe that @scandalouscass

I have to wait now, apparently someone wants a break. That's fine. I'll wait, had to this long. Just gives me more time to figure out what

to do when we get in that ring when it's just me and you @scandalouscass and trust me the process is already well under way

The past few days I've gotten in some real good workouts I feel. After that match with Helena I feel even more driven to succeed. You could

say she instilled an even fiercer drive into me after that match. Now I got you up next @McBridesRideM. Another big match against a great

wrestler. That''s what I want. I want to wrestle the best and see where I stand. Looking forward to it Melanie.

Oh also Dean Daniels is training hard for his first Cartel match as well...doing some light training....

This seems like fun and my friends are enjoying it #FujikoFriday ..plus on an inflatable swan, how playa is that?

Feeling the anxiety, but in a good way. Big title match tomorrow against another great wrestler. This is what wrestling is about.

I'm going into that ring tomorrow to again test myself against the best. I do not run from it, I embrace it!

So let the chips fall where they may..hopefully on my side... :P

BastardSonNxtG your ignorant ass all over the building.

To say I'm disappointed with myself would be an understatement. Everything that could go wrong at AMOR did. No excuses. I didn't get the job

done and it stings, alot. Only thing I can do is keep moving forward and that's what I'll do. I dos till have a goal to fulfill after all