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Marti Costello-Vella

@thesenakedhips

I am lost to the world, to myself. Who am I? And why do the wolves howl for me? I crave a life I have no idea of knowing if it was mine. ~ROLE PLAY~

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it's taking a chance when it comes to the food they give me. The screaming at the door only hurts my throat and it burns raw and ~

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then only after I am left with a headache that leaves me unable to sleep. The throbbing reminding me that everything I do is of no use. ~

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Even the wolves out in the forest beyond these walls are slowly becoming the ache in my bones and blood that I can't favour them anymore. ~

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I don't know what I'm suppose to do. Is there anything I should do. It hurts. Everything inside of me hurts more then I care to bare in a ~

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minute of this Smiling Man staring down at me like I'm a prize.* I'll kill you. You're throat well me mine. *I mumble under my breath and ~

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*The times when it's possible for me to actually sleep. The times when my body is so exhausted and my brain wants to turn off that's when ~

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nothing the man in the white coat and the smiling man can do to stop me from sleeping. It's during these times when I can actually ~

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dream. Where it almost feels like it's real. As if I lived it before. And for an instant but my eyes open I don't feel hollow inside. ~

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There is hope again. Or for the first time ever its sparks inside myself. And it's that reality that brings me down and it starts to hurt +

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all over again. I start to miss things that I'm not even sure happened. I am always dizzy and confused about what and who I am. All I know ~

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is the howling outside the small window comforts me more than I could ever understand. Only do is hold on to that. The understanding ~

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and the dreams. The dreams that almost feel so real. Of a man. Strong and fearsome. But gentle and beautiful. Silent and great with his ~