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I am back on this account: x.com/djesustweets4u

It is very hard to see any hope when your evil self literally manifests and you can't control it.

It is past 3 am, I am still awake. I fell into terrible sin addiction, and I felt like killing myself again. It is so much fun to be me.

I am really nothing, or just a monster if I don't put God first.

I don't care if I am bieng a crybaby, but it is very hard to have no friends, and noone besides my family who loves me. But I am grateful for my family. I just hope I would have a friend who tells me my life is meaningful.

I really want to die now. But I have to stay strong and fight another day. I hope and pray things get better. Prayers are appreciated.

Sorry for this. I will keep on fighting. I won't give up my faith. Jesus is my Savior !!! My life has value, Jesus loves me so much He died for me !!! I look at the Cross now, Praise to the Lord !!! I will stay alive !!!

" If the stars were made to worship, so will I "

Most people would say that I shouldn't tweet this, but I don't care and this point: the main reason I am suicidal is that I struggle with homosexuality and pornography and I couldn't stop. I just couldn't.

I think I am a disgusting person, and I hate homosexuality so much, but I can't get free from it. This struggle is extremely exhausting now.

Thank you everyone for the kind words. I decided to go back to my other account, because I use this account in a very unhealthy way, and I wanna make good changes in my life. I hope you understand. You can still follow me here: x.com/djesustweets4u