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Lucious Scratch

@thedarkson_

(RP-MC-OC-UK) A young doctor with a shameful history. Everyone will inevitably let you down. Currently in cahoots with @UnhingedWinters

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@AngryIrishKitty (Just say yes or no surely xD Like people who say 2k16. It's not an abbreviation if it uses the same or more letters! XD)

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(So I've been thinking a lot, about things, about me and about where I am in my life. And I'll give the summary here: I quit RP & Twitter.)

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(This isn't to say I won't still have the app should people need to contact me, but, actually, if people want me enough they'll know how--

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(This might sound like some bullshit cry for sympathy and, if you think that, that's your mind, but I feel... Empty. I feel completely--

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-- devoid of muse, of inspiration, of creativity, of talent. I feel like what this used to be, a source for trial and practice to hone my--

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(I also feel, on a more personal level, disgusting. Every time I look in a mirror I despise what I see, who I am, what I've done. And I--

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-- know I'm not a bad person. But I feel that I am. Because of how other people look at me and how they think I am. And I get it, I --

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-- shouldn't worry about other people's judgments. But I can't help but shake the feeling that if so many people think a certain way, it--

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-- must make it true. And I thought that I was getting better and my mindset was stronger but, I'm not. I'm weak and I'm lost.)

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(There are so many people I am thankful for that I've met on here - you know who you are - and I want you to know how grateful I am. But--

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-- I can't keep doing this. I can't keep pretending I'm fine when I'm not. And I'm not asking for sympathy or to be told it's gonna be--

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-- better, because it won't, not for a long, long time. But your presence is enough to give me hope and for that, I want to thank you guys.)