EXACTLY.

strong people break too, we just do it quietly.

i hate this mood that i’ve been in. i’m not sad & i’m not “not happy.” i’m just here. 🥺😔

I AM SO FUCKING TIRED, BRO. 🥺 I’M MENTALLY FUCKING TIRED. 😭😭😭

bitches will sneak diss you & then be like “if the shoe fits, then wear it.” like no, sweetie, mention ME & let ME know it’s MY SIZE so i can lace that mf up & knock your bitch ass out. 🙂 @ ME next time! 💁🏻‍♀️

i would @ the bitch but she BLOCKED me. 😂

my mind, heart, body & soul is tired. 🥺😭

just placed my very first temu order. 😬😅 let’s hope i don’t regret this. 🤞🏼

i’m still alive, but i’m barely breathing..

manifesting that in about a year, i’ll have my own place again. 🥺🤞🏼🙏🏼

i miss the OLD me. 🥺 the girl who was happy & carefree… who wasn’t crying almost EVERY fucking day. 😭 the me who used to love doing things. cause now? all i wanna do is cry & sleep. & pray that one day i’ll wake up & this sadness, this stress & the worries will all be gone.

tonight was a good fucking time. 😆😜 i’m not even sure how many shots i took but it was a night well spent & definitely needed. 🥃🫨😬🎉

as much as i wanted my own house or even a duplex cause texas is definitely affordable when it comes down to that stuff, i’ll settle for an apartment as long as i get tf out of here. 🤞🏼🙏🏼

ONE YEAR LATER & I DEFINITELY HAVE MY OWN PLACE AGAIN. GOD IS SO GOOD! 🙌🏼

the fact that i’m still blocked is crazyyyy. 😂

I just want my 30s to be the healthiest & happiest era of my life..🥹♥️

probably needed a hug but i wiped my tears and kept it moving

i once thought i was toxic.. and maybe in some ways, i was. but the truth is, i became toxic as a defense mechanism. bc i’m not toxic to those who treat me with love, kindness and respect. i’m genuinely a caring, kind, and affectionate person, UNTIL i’m given a reason not to be.