idk who needs to hear this, BUT DONT SETTLE

naps hit different when you are using them to avoid being alive

no one knows i died that night because i got up the next morning, took a shower, got dressed, and went on with my life

“But you survived” I disassociate, like a lot. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. I'm far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often. But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.

“What's wrong with you lately? You seem to be checked out and not yourself.” Me: I'm grieving a life I thought I would have, battling stuff that no one knows about, and craving a future that I don't think exists for me, so yeah I'm pretty checked out. I'm fine though.

not just enjoyed, but honored, respected, devoured, considered, prayed for, favored, remembered, prioritized, preferred, assured, validated, comforted, nurtured, catered to, protected, rallied for, supported, cared for, looked after, and loved. fully, proudly, gladly, loved.

Forever a girl who sleeps when everything becomes too much for her

NO BAD DAYS IN APRIL. AFFIRM IT!!!

even at my most drained i’m considerate

i confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i’m bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i’m healing and hurting at the same time. i’m dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage.

Some things don't go back to normal, even after an apology. Once you’ve seen how someone can hurt you, you can’t unsee it. You can forgive and even laugh together like nothing happened, but a part of you will always remember how it felt, and that changes everything.

West oakland bitch TUESDAY I like a nigga. who like ta. LAY LOW. jetSssset ISLAND pickabitchupwiddaDRACO 🔫 Meandmymanweonnaislandhoe Ocean Breeze Palm Trees Backshots ONNABALCONEEE ✨🫰🏾

Let me regulate my nervous system and i’ll get back to u

The first two years of a relationship should be nothing but gifts and trips lol

Having a CONSISTENT man that's in the mood for u everyday is TOP TIER. He wants to talk to u everyday no matter how busy he is. A man that craves ur energy. A man who cherishes you. A man who desires ur presence. A man who provides & protects. A man who brings out ur soft side >

ຸ Being wanted in pieces isn’t the same as being chosen fully. And you deserve the kind of connection that doesn’t feel like confusion dressed up as affection.