didn’t bring my apple watch to my friends bc imma be in the city from 5pm-6am intoxicated and i ain’t taking the chances

today i realised how much i hate myself

😛😛😛

i’m so high rn

i’ve accepted that all i want in the world is my ugw and idgaf if i d!e

i look so fat and gross rn jesus christ

yummy buldak when i get back, i am so fucked rn 😭

i got a free dex!e 🎉

oki i’m now not hungover so i can go back to restricting and fasting properly

imma weigh myself next friday (16th)

i hate my tits after getting fatter i love when they r non existent lowkey, i hate what they look like but besides that they r so much better.

got a book today and two more coming tomorrow hehehe

gonna take some lax i’m tempted to fast for 48hrs bc i just cantttt

😛 hello

i’m stopping my birth control i feel like they r ruining my life

my brain just never shuts off i just want it to shut up and stop screaming at me i understand im everything i hate i dont need to be told 24/7 i just want it to stop