you never actually realize how much trauma affects your behavior until you find someone who genuinely cares about you.

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Nobody is reading all of that 🤣

I’m so happy things happened the way they did last weekend. Now folks can see for themselves that it never was what that other person claimed. It’s just hate against me.

Can’t sleep like tomorrow the first day of school. Can’t wait to hug on my man

My grandparents staying at my house this weekend, can’t wait for the stories 🤣

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Cinco de Mayo in a different state for the first time 🇲🇽🌮

My life been so unplanned. It feels good

Whewww, my man 🥹

I started trying to be outside less and more positive about my life and well being.. in the midst of that I lost people that I thought was my friends

My boyfriend sent me something this morning, it said something about people loving the version of you that never grow!!!…. ummmhm c’mon church you following me?

At some point it has to stop. The effort, the showing up, the forgetting, the mind games, the grace, the forcing, the long paragraphs… to friends, family, the relationships. Some times enough just has to be enough

Let people have it. No revenge, no tit for tat. Just become a better person.

Literally tired. I have to pour into myself more. All I want to do is sleep

Pride and ego would have you losing some genuine people… I remember when that was me and in turn I became a huge communicator

I run behind anybody in my life that I love when they are distant, when I get distant motherfuckers go on with their lives. That should tell me everything I need to know

I really understand now why people used to get tired being the bigger person when it came to me. That shit is exhausting

Well I guess that’s that