Yeah just really sad and lonely again, atleast my new meds help a little bit

Welp time to stop eating again

I know understand the pain of drawing hands. what is a hand, how do I draw a hand with my hand, what even IS a thumb?!

I haven't been able to sleep more than 2-3 hours at a time for weeks now. I am so tired x.x

Sleep for dinner cause I would rather starve.

Yeah sure, ruin my mood by blaming me for something that's out of my control. I love when that happens.

god I just want to be a cute suiter or get a cute vr model.

Sometimes I feel cute, other times I feel like no one should look at me and I should be invisible. These feelings flip-flop every few minutes.

God forbid I wanna be happy for a day

if swearing is something you think 'adds to your character' I think you just admitted you're one of the NPCs that yells 'WHAT THE FUCK!' when someone bumps them on the sidewalk.

I wanted to draw now I just wanna sleep. I choose sleep

I love when someone messages me I respond and then I never hear back

I'm so tired of being ignored. At-least I am medicated so it doesn't hurt it just feels super shitty.

I love when the post office about a mile from me has a package for me, 2 in fact, and instead of putting them out with the mail today like they said they would, they send both packages to 2 sperate cities 10 miles away from me What the fuck I would have just picked them up myself

hey, if you're looking for a sign from the universe that everything is going to be okay eventually, this is the sign i know it's been hard and our rational minds always fail to explain these struggles or the reason why life challenges you the way it does but you are doing good

you cant spend weeks to months barely talking to me and be surprised i feel like you dont care anymore

I'm done over here like so many others but if you want you know where to find me!

thinkin im gonna start browsing grindr or something to find someone local to beat the shit out of me